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But if your heart's not in it, for real.
Please dont try to fake what you dont feel.
If love's already gone,
Its not fair to lead me on.
Cause, i would give the whole world, for you.
Anything you'd ask of me, i'll do.
But i wont ask you to say,
I'd rather walk away.
If your heart's not in it.
I've moved. Drop me a message/email/msn whatever if you want to know where i've moved to. :D
Bad things happen at the most crucial time.
I was supposed to email some data to my hockey teacher,
and it was a must that i sent it over like last night because the deadline is today (She has given me 2 weeks to do it, hehe)
And then the internet connection at home died on me.
But nevermind!
Cos i went over to girlfriend's house and did my work there.
The hotmail server was busy,
we had to wait and wait for access to my email.
And we had so much fun laughing and gossiping abt cedarpeople lah.
Its good that girlfriend was from cedar!
You know baby, everything was so good in the day.
I'm sorry for being such a bitch at night. =(
But you know i love you all the same.
You look damn good in yr topman shirt yesterday :D
Money seeds anyone?
Haha, i wonder how many times i've asked this already.
I'm planning to get Gucci spects.
Birthday's in exactly one week's time btw! Hawhaw
Okay i've training today. =(
Re-edited
You told me,
I dont want to be just your brother.
And then, this little tinge of sweetness surfaced and filled every corner of my heart.
I felt blessed, very blessed.
We've taken on different paths,
We've changed to become unknown people to each other.
Times have changed, we have changed.
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I see team spirit building up;
We train cry scream yell drink sing,
We endure as a team.
Nobody gave up on the team, hence we shouldnt give up on anyone.
We endure the endless hours under the sun,
We endure the aching backs and the flying balls,
We endure the runs that we have to do before and after trainings.
We endure as a team.
On a lighter note, we've having so much fun WITHOUT Kaifong! Hawhaw
I've yet to get hold of my Season 3!
I introduced the show to my sister Joleen who introduced the show to her friend Joanne(sp?)
and now that Joanne is done with Season 3 alr.
I'm going to bite, seriously.
Baby, where's my Season 3!
Anw, after training yesterday we went to get some drinks and sat down and talked.
As usual, we drifted unconsciously to our favourite, ghosts stories.
We shared abt ghosts in serangoon gardens(Yes, unfortunately for me), ghosts back in Cedar, at camps.
And all of us ended up being freaked out and afraid to go home alone.
It was really funny to see the girls giving a call back home to ask whoever available to fetch them from the bustop.
Nonetheless, i still want to hear many more ghost stories. :D
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We found each other, hoping to heal our broken hearts.
She needs to heal a broken heart too, someone said.
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I dont see why i should post an entire entry abt you.
Anw, take some fucking responsibility of you fucking life.
You're seriously getting on our nerves,
because we fucking got told off because of you and yr fucking actions.
Rachel / Rae
24th nov 1989
raeraerae_@hotmail.com
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